Happy New Years Eve!

Yeah, I haven't been posting in a while. Been kind of in a slump since Tuesday. Over it now. On Tuesday I didn't wake up till like 5:30 and then ate nothing but candy and McDonald's because I had to rush right to the theater with my friend. I tried to sleep but my house was so freezing cold that I only got 3 hrs of sleep before my family started bugging me. And yesterday was a slump from the unhealthy eating of the day before. Since it's New Years Eve, that means one thing more on my list for today, New Years Resolutions. I'll be creating a separate list of new years resolutions that I'll be putting up tomorrow and working on starting on it tomorrow. I didn't read as much as I wanted to in the violin for dummies book, but I'll be reading more today. I also have a list of websites for tips on selling short stories. I don't usually write short stories, but some source of income would be nice. I just need ideas.

List For Today:

Create New Years Resolutions
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Violin Practice
Belly Dance DVD
Work On Doll
Writing
Reading Violin For Dummies
Website Reading
Scan Pics

It's a hopeful day

Hey guys, it's monday, but it's a good monday. Why? On winter break. :) Since I had my finals before Christmas I am now taking my less then a month off of school. Which should mean that I'll have some time to get things done, especially since I didn't wake up at 2pm today. It's not even noon and I've been up long enough to finish the Warcraft III campaign with Arthas and the whole Lynch King thing. Arthas = Whinny Jerk. Anyway, not much to report from yesterday, did some hiragana and katakana but no vocabulary. Didn't do anything with my main guild but advertised for the procrastination one. But hopefully today will be better.

Either today or tomorrow I should go to the bank and deposit my check from my grandma as a Christmas present.

To Do List:
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Writing
Gaia Guild
Clean Out E-Mail
Belly Dance DVD

Did alright, not great

Yesterday I started another gaia guild about procrastination. Got everything set up for it and now I'd just need to wait for people to join but got nothing actually done for the role playing guild. I got the hiragana and katakana practice done but not the vocabulary. Got no writing done as well.

I've started reading my violin for dummies book and my current goal is to find something helpful or useful for Tuesday when I next practice. So far at least it'll tell me how to read notes which is what I really need. :)

It's currently 4:20pm and I should get to work on some things.

List for today:
Clean Out Purse
Clean Out Car
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Writing

Post Christmas Slump

All last week I've been tired, been doing badly on my weight watchers diet, including Sunday where I went gift shopping with my friends and had a hamburger with fried and a fat free frozen yogurt with peanut butter. The frozen yogurt by itself is good, but the peanut butter send it up higher but was totally worth it in the frozen yogurt. I've started back on track with it today, but not counting last night since I have no idea what the values of last night were. I'm mostly not counting because I didn't eat much before my aunt came over. I didn't get to bake that cake so I'll have to figure out something else to make between now and new years eve. Maybe some muffins depending on how bad it is for weight watchers.

For Christmas I got, Warcraft III Battle Chest, Coraline the original graphic novel, Violin For Dummies, a journal, graph paper booklet, a wooden pencil with a rose carved at the end, a Victorian-esc compact mirror, t-shirts and candy. :) I am especially happy about the Violin For Dummies and the Warcraft III. With the Violin for Dummies I'll hopefully be able to make some more progress with learning the violin. And with Warcraft III I'll hopefully be able to play with my boyfriend a little more often.

Oh, and before I forget, I closed my cafepress shop. Maybe one day I'll reopen it but not anytime soon. Not only do I not have the self-discipline for it right now, but I need to clear up the credit on my credit card from it. It had cost me $7 per month for premium service and I never made headway on it. So it no longer makes any sense to have it right now. Maybe after my webcomic is off the ground.

Well, I should get to my list for today. It's very short though:
Procrastination List:

Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Writing

I got a lot of choices on what to write though. Lets see how this short list goes for today. See you tomorrow.

Close to the end

Hey guys. I've been quite tired alot, havent' been doing much of anything. Yesterday some idiot did a jolting stop at a GREEN LIGHT and ruined my lunch. Most of the Udon broth was lost and some got into the kiwi and ruined the entire batch of cut kiwi. He's lucky I didn't crash into him and so am I. Bakane. I've been having my final week this week. I so far have finished my Voice, Directing, Digital Editing, and Sociology classes. Well, I got to make up a test in digital editing, but otherwise I am done. And directing is just reading our notes. So that leaves Japanese final tuesday and screen writing writing monday. I got a plan for studying the japanese final which is write as many sentances as possible using every word I should know and every grammer point I should know. As for screen writing, just write and write and write. At any rate, I should get going, I got alot I should be doing.

List for today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Study For Japanese (Including the Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice)
Gaia Guild
Writing
Belly Dance Work Out
Violin Practice
Work On Doll

I'll let you guys know how it goes, though it's already 7:22pm. We'll see.

Reinspiration

Hey guys, yesterday didn't go over so well, mostly I just finally cleaned my room, which looks nice and neat right now and should make it easier to work. But yesterday something came that was good for me to have. Julie & Julia. If you go back to my first post, that's what inspired me to make this blog. Especially because what the movie is about to me; Set a goal and do it! Just do it! DO IT ******! GET OFF YOUR *** AND DO IT!! Which is something I've been getting lazy with. So I finished watching the movie and got right to work, but it wasn't long before I started feeling tired again. But luckily it seems that the soundtrack from Monty Python's Spamalot helps me get my energy levels love with great music or otherwise just funny. My favorites: I'm Not Yet Dead, The Song That Goes Like This, Diva's Lament, Run Away!, The Historian Introduction to Act I, Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life, and my very very favorite You Wont Succeed On Broadway (If You Don't Have A Jew). I wish it were still on Broadway, but I know soon it'll be open season for others to put on the production with permissions. Well, it's almost end of the semester, and I got homework to do and my list for today. See you soon everyone.

List For Today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Belly Dance DVD
Violin Practice
Work On Doll
Write Script/Play/Webcomic/Books
Ripp Video For AMV
Directing Notes
AnimeNext Masquerade You Wont Succeed On Broadway
Parody Lyrics

Anyone know how to make a tired emoticon?

Hey guys, missed posting Tuesday, didn't get much done monday. Yesterday I got the new Harry Potter DVD and a replacement robe for the one I lost that my mom thinks is too short, if it is, then I'll still need to find another one. Finals are coming for most of my classes and right now my muscles feels like pulled pork from the stress. But on the bright side, the recording studio for my vocal class is Friday. :) Professional quality recordings that should sound great. I spent a good amount of yesterday jumping up and down with excitement over Princess and the Frog and being annoyed at idiots trying to say it's racist for Disney to purposely make a African American princess, I guarantee these are the same people who a couple of years ago were ranting they didn't have one. Oh well, people are idiots. I am mostly looking forward to the return of great 2D animation from Disney.

List for today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Clean Room
Work on Art
Scan Pics
Writing Script/Play/Webcomic

Long Week Much Homework

Hey guys, been a while, mostly because my student directed one act was going on with the others in my class and some singers from the Voice IV class. It went well. Pretty soon the semester's going to end so I got make sure I am prepared and turning in whatever needs to be turned in. Weight Watchers is starting on a bumpy road. Every night was some way to ruin it or some way to not keep track of it. Yesterday someone brought butterscotch cookies which I had 1 small one and when my mom picked me up we got taco bell. My car had trouble driving yesterday. :( We think it was just stuck between 4 wheel drive and 2 wheel drive form when it was snowing. Anyway, I should get going before I run late.

List for today:
Upload Cafepress
Gaia Guild (Especially since I started another)
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Belly Dance Video
Clean out E-mail
((Apparently I am very late)) Ripping Video for AMV once I find a program
Writing Play/Script/Webcomic

On and Off

I am currently going through waves of doing my procrastination lists, I am hoping it's just mostly because my directing show is coming up. A Matter Of Husbands will be showing along with 4 other plays and singers at Brookdale Community College in Lincroft at the PAC theater on Thursday and Saturday at 7pm. I assume doors open at 6pm. I missed my day to clean out my laptop, which is a shame because I didn't need to be on it all day so I could have condensed my files. I don't even remember if I got around to uninstalling World of Warcraft on it. Takes up too much room and it's very playable right now. Today before I go home I got to see if I am singing at all for FestivALL and rehearse with my actors one last time before we have our show date. Meanwhile I am going to try and catch up on a few things. I also need to start my weight watchers regiment soon if not today.

List For Today:
Load Cafepress Deisgns
Gaia Guild
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Clean Room
Work On Art
Writing For Plays/Script/Webcomic

Happy Thanksgiving All

Hey guys, I am not posting my usual blog post today, somewhat to do with the fact that I haven't gotten much done even though I really should have cleaned my room yesterday, but I had to clean the kitchen for my mom to let me make Tres Leche Cake for my new recipe every month goal. I wanted to take the time to wish everyone in the US a Happy Thanksgiving. I am going to be going to my aunt's in less then 45 minuets and I am happy for that. I'll still be trying to get some things done though. But I don't count on myself doing them. Ha ha ha. Once again, happy thanksgiving everyone.

List For Today:
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Belly Dance DVD
Work On Doll
Violin Practice
Write Plays/Scripts/Webcomic
Scan Pics

Weekend funk, need to be gone today

Hey guys, last weekend didn't go over so well with getting things done. Don't even remember much of what I did, just that I woke up at 4pm saturday and tried to sleep in later sunday hoping that some extra sleep would give me more energy to do the things I wanted to. It didn't. Which sucks because the next big japanese test is tommarrow and I really need to study badly. I plan on meeting a friend of mine in class to try and get soem studying done before the test. I do plan on cramming as much as I can in today too. So I should probably leave blogging for today and try and get as many things done as soon as possible. Screen writing class was canceled which will give me at least 2 extra hours to work on stuff for today. Oh, and before I forget, I will be starting weight watchers again soon, after Thanksgiving of course. Ha ha ha. Hopefully weight watchers will help me eat healthier to be able to do the things on my daily, weekly, monthly, etc lists. Well, I should get to work.

Todays List:

Study For Japanese Test!!!
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Cafepress Upload
Belly Dance DVD
Clean Out E-mail
Write Scripts/Plays/Webcomic

So very tired, but must push forward, hopefully today will be good.

Yesterday disappointment

After the short list I claimed yesterday, it took me a while to feel like starting on cleaning my room, starting with the bed which always wears me out for some odd reason. But of course it was a complete mess, and a lot of stuff was on the bed so it was kind of important to get that done so that wasn't hard to find a space to sleep on anymore. But I guess my staying up late and waking up and being under stress made me feel like going to bed much earlier then I normally do, hopefully this means I'll be less stress and have more energy to do work today. Currently my mom is letting me and my sister go to the Asian super market which is always a delight. Well, I should start working on the list while I am getting ready to go.

Todays List:
Gaia Guild
Cafepress Upload
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Japanese Homework
Other Homework
Write Play/Script/Webcomic
Scan Pics
Belly Dance DVD
Violin Practice
Work On Doll

Hopefully today will work out better.

Just a sigh

Hey guys, yesterday went pretty well, I got a lot of my project and paper done but still needed to finish it up today but they did get finished on time today. When I got home last night it was passed midnight, my head was pounding, I was feeling sick and I didn't want to do anything. But I made some toast and peanut butter, took some ibuprofen and after a while got to work but didn't get a lot done. Today it's passed 10pm and I have a slight headache after taking some ibuprofen so I probably need to lay my head down after I eat and before I start cleaning. Oh well, new day, got a lot of work to do and still got time to do it.

List For The Day:
Cafepress Upload
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Japanese Homework
Script/Play/Webcomic Writing
Clean Room
Work On Art
Gaia Guild

I actually think that's it. :)

So very tired, so much homework

Hey guys, yesterday went disappointingly. The only things I got done was some hiragana and katakana practice and some easy 5 minuet homework pieces. I got a lot of work that needs done today and I feel so very tired. For instance I need to help my group film for a project due by 2pm tomorrow. Editing under pressure, yay. Hopefully my sister wouldn't mind if I had to have her wake up a bit earlier just on that day so I can have a couple more hours of editing. Well, if I am going filming, I need to go soon, nothing interesting happened to me today besides applying to a sports grill restaurant.

List For Today:
Cafepress Upload
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Various Homework
Write Script/Play/Webcomic
Violin Practice
Ballet DVD

Really behind, really tired, bad case of the **** its

**** its is a psychological college fatigue disease where a student decides that nothing matters or starts to not care about most or all of their classes. Good thing about reconsigning it, the first way to fix it. I am a bit behind on my school work and after I am done posting what needs done today, I am going to make a list of all the homework, projects, etc, need to be done soon. This is especially true if I want that script to be done anytime soon since I wanted to be done with it by the time I finished that class. I managed to get my butt up earlier today which is good, I already cleaned out my e-mail for the day, deleting the junk right away really helps when monday rolls around including just deleting all the facebook notification I get. At some point I got to remember to change the settings so I don't get those since it clutters roughly 45% of my e-mail space usually. I also have more time because I don't have directing class today and because one of my actresses had last minuet family plans they scheduled without her we're rehearsing 4 hours sooner which means I have 4 more hours to myself to get things done including starting on a digital video editing project due Wednesday. I want at least a rough cut today. Yesterday was the 15th and just realized I forgot to clean out my computer, oh well, try for next month and see if I am updating as I should be that'll remind me. I just got to a point in the webcomic I'm reading that kind of really relates to me http://imabubble.comicgenesis.com/comics/20081211.jpg . Well, enough filler blog for now, time to get to work.

Today's List:
Belly Dance DVD
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Gaia Guild
Homework (lotsa homework)

I am sure I am forgetting something, but oh well, I'll figure it out as I am making my homework list. Ttfn, ta ta for now ~ Tiger, Winnie the Pooh

Feeling Better

Hey guy, if you recall yesterday I was jumbling all over the place and wasn't feeling to well. As far as the list goes, I think I did fairly well considering that I wasn't feeling well and didn't have much patience to try and do everything before I went to bed which was earlier then normal. I started planning out a project, got most of my schedule scheduled but as I knew it would, some of the classes don't want to register so I need to make an appointment anyway. I did all of my hiragana practices and some of the katakana and started on the homework, but I am having trouble figuring it out. I think I need a tutor. :( Before I forget, I also managed to get my main character in world of warcraft to level 80 before I left for ubercon, so yay for that. Well, time to focus on today, I am feeling better and have a good amount of time to try and do what I need to get done today.

To Do List For Today:
Sociology Study Guide
Sociology Paper
Practice Voice I Song
Japanese Homework
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Upload Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Schedule Counselor Appointment
Plan Projects
Write Plays/Scripts
Ballet DVD
Violin Practice
Scan Pictures
Write For Webcomic

I am sure I am forgetting somethings but that's a big enough list right now. I'll see you all soon. :)

Ubercon was Fun, today is Pins and Needles

Hey any readers I actually have. :)

Currently, my arm is shaking, I am on pins and needles about my student directed one act, and I still have some con funk attached to me like tar. Last weekend was Ubercon and that was fun, I spent a lot of time planning in circles though. I got to play quite a bit of multi-verser which the semi-official description of that table top role playing game is: You start by playing yourself, and then things get weird. It's a fairly easy game to play and difficult to run. Currently the joke in my current verse is: I am in Victorian Pre-Germany (before Germany was a country and not a collection of smaller nations like Italy was) with no money, late at night, and all the hotels are booked for the corrination of a queen and these are my options: I could let the streets take me, prostitution (which wasn't going to happen), or ask the victorian catholic pre-german church for help. All sounding suspiciously similar if you aren't Catholic. If you don't know, con funk is when you are tired from a convention where you are in a permanent state of awake and readiness to try everything there, didn't get much sleep, and didn't eat well, and the aftermath of that.

I don't have much time so I am going to get right to the list before I have to leave in a half an hour for rehearsals:

List for the day:
Sociology Study/Paper
Practice Voice I Song
Japanese Homework
Practice Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary
Upload Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Belly Dance DVD
Clean Out E-mail
Register Schedule
Plan Projects
Write plays/sctipts

And I am sure I am forgetting something but right now I need to try and focus on current tasks at hand. You'll hear from me soon about how it's going.

Eh, it went alright

Yesterday I had my screen writing class and my directing class had a 15 minuet one on one where we were to leave right afterwords. I was the first one on the list so I worked on getting somethings done. I got most of the cleaning out my e-mail at the school and finished it off at home. I found the sheet music for a penny-whistle for Beggars to God, so maybe he could figure it out, if not, I also found a book that has it at my library, I plan on going later. I managed to remember to create the film/okay documents for the ideas I came up with not that long ago. I found the idea to preform at kids parties somewhere, but preform as what and am I good enough is the question? Once I got home, I did a quick belly dance stretch before I went into the shower and relaxed a bit.

Today I already got my gaia guild done to satisfaction, though there's more work I'd like to do on it. I ate my omelet and have a lot of errands to run. I got to go to the grocery store for my parents, go to the post office for my parents, go see if I can apply at costco, and see if I have time to go to the library. I wanted to go apply at the mall but I wont have time. Christmas season is coming up and stores need holiday people. Maybe Thursday if my parents don't think of some errand for me to run. Though yesterday I did apply for a lot of jobs on craigslist.

Today's List:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Violin Practice
Ballet DVD
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabulary Practice
Write Sociology Paper
Project Diva Dance Break Down
Write Film/Play
5 money ideas
5 stress relief ideas
5 healthy meal plans

Fallen behind, wish to fall in bed

With halloween comming and going, I've gotten far behind and haven't been eatting like I should be. Yesterday was LARP (Live Action Role Play) Day, which is the day where everything goes on sale and all the people who do LARP get things like face make-up and costumes and stuff like that for cheap. So I spent a good amount of the day that wasn't hanging with my best friend Risa. When I got home I had left overs and took a nap. After my nap I started playing World Of Warcraft and questing for some experience. Though late at night I started feeling sick, which i've determined was because I didn't eat, so I had some cream of potato soup and orange juice.

Halloween was fun, me and my friend Glyn-Chan and my sister went out to eat at this awsome chinese buffet place on Route 9 just passed Freehold Mall. Which I HIGHLY recommend. Good food, good variety, good price, with a soda it comes to about $10-$15 depending on how much you tip. My personal favorite things to put on my plate: Vegitable Mei Fun (which is a skinny noodle made from rice instead of wheat), Vegitable Egg Roll, Vegitable Sushi, and Beef And Mixed Vegitables. After that me and my sister had to go clean the house and Glyn-Chan had work. Glyn-chan left work early and went trick or treating in the neighboorhood with her obnoxious, rude, loud little brother. After that we ordered italian and my friend Risa came and we had a slumber party and watched Trick 'r Treat and Creepshow.

I HIGHLY reccomend Trick 'r Treat, it was a series of short scary stories all taking place in a day and linked to each other one way other another. I think every story had at least one links to 2 anothers. It was well composed, well told, and the acting was awsome. Rent it or buy it for next halloween or next time you want some creepy stories. Creepshow was a good seires of stories composed in a comic book and told individually. Creepshow is good for anyone who likes a good Stephine King like story. Though the guy who got covered in weeds was only entertaining, being really goofy. Every other story was creepy though the affects and stuff were cheesey which was the point. The ironic thing I like about this is that in the begining the father threw out the comic book saying that it was a bunch of stupid bad stories about people comming back from the dead and people turning into weed. The irony is that in his day, those would be exactly the type of horror movies that would have been popular when he was a teen, especially something like, some monster being trapped in the crate and eatting people.

Well, enough about Halloween, now I need to focus on stuff I need to get done and Thanksgiving. I know I know, what about Christmas? Lemme enjoy Thanksgiving first, it's a holiday in it's own right not something in between Halloween and Christmas. Stop trying to push Christmas further back and enjoy the holidays we have uptil then.

My to do list:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana/Katakana/Vocabularly Practice (we're starting Katakana in class and my vocabularly is really weak in japanese class)
Belly Dance DVD
Clean Out E-Mail
Start On Sociology Paper
Search For Song Sheet Music
Project Diva Dance
Create Film/Play Documents
5 money ideas
5 free stree relief ideas
5 healthy meal plans

Yesterday Went Well.....Today.....eeeeehhhhhhhhh?

Yesterday went well, besides the big peices of catching up homework, I got pritty mcuh everything done before I went to bed. Healthier eatting has helped alot yesterday, after I got some Velveta Broccoli And Cheese, Lays Baked Sour Cream And Onion Potato Chips, and string cheese, I felt alot more full of energy. I had an omlet late at night not because I was running low on energy, but because I was really hungry. And that boost of cheesey energy had really helped. Now I got to focus on eatting right more like I did, destressing often, and doing little things to try and earn a little bit of money while I look for a job. The Gaia Guild has been a little slow, but the way I rearranged the fourms in the update list seemed to make everyone realize it. I had to cancel a contest though since it seems like not many people realized it. Oh, and I actualy uploaded some cafepress designs last night!! HURRAY!!

Today I already satisfied my once a month goal of cooking a new recipie, I made pumpkin muffins altering my mom's Banana Nut Bread Recipie. And I have to rearrange my room just a bit because I got a new printer/scanner which will hopefully get my *** moving on some things.

So, it's already 5:10, in Japanese Class (got a 78% on the test, just a few more points and I would have been dancing around like a mad girl :D), I got a 2 hour rehurssal unless I cancel early. My fatigue level isn't as bad as before but still relatively bad, I need something to help before I go to rehurssals or at least afterwords. My list shouldn't be too hard today.

My list for today:
Cafepress Upload
Hiragana/Katakana Practice (we're moving into Katakana in my class and I need to start learning it)
Read Up To Page 105 In My Directing Book
Watch Crash And Take Notes
Gaia Guild Update
Belly Dance DVD
Violin Practice
Work On Doll
Break Down World Is Mine Dance
Create Evil Bullet Points
Create Documents For Film/Play Ideas
Catch Up On Directing Notes
Think Up At Least 5 Money Ideas
Think Up At Least 5 Stress Relief Ideas
Plan At least 5 Healthy Meals

Hope I make at least most of this.
P.S Once again I am using internet explorer, so it there's a bunch of spelling errors, that's why.

Uggggghhhhhh

Been 4 days since I last posted, gotten little to nothing done and I am still so very tired. I didn't end up reading as much as I should have in my directing book, though my actresses seem to be able to get this play, what it's about, and take my direction really well. I got to make note of them if I ever needed people for something while I am still in New Jersey, which hopefully I'll have at least 1 filming project before I go. I got a paper due in a week. I faced the most brutal test in Japanese and didn't do much studying. The only constolation is that even the best students from that class think they didn't do well. It was something that shouldn't have beeen hard but it was. Right now I am going to try and focus, initiate the reward chart someway, and get some things done and back on track.

I do think that I am not getting enough sleep, I usually don't go to bed until somewhere between 2-3am talking and role playing with my boyfriend online. But I think stress is the major cause of me being fatigued and tired and weary. Which apperiently weary is defined as a mental fatiuge so it's harder to get rid of. I plan on trying to change a couple of things about this. I am going to look up/think up some free stress relif ideas while I am still searching for a job when I'd most likely make one of my rewards a cheap massage. $45 for an hour is a very cheap rate here. I am going to try and eat healthier, maybe do a loose weight watchers think where they have you: have 1 multi-vitamin, eat 5 servings of fruits and vegitables, drink 8 cups of water, have 2 healthy oil, every day. It couldn't hurt to at least be healthier then maybe I wont feel like I need 13 hrs of sleep.

Well, he's my general to do list:
Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Read Directing Book to pg 165
Job Search
Plan TV Filming
Find Sheet Music for Songs for Voice Class
Start on Sociology paper
Write for Screen Writing
Film/Play Writing Ideas: Jack The Ripper / Fairy Play / Suicide Causing Demon "you think you got it bad"
Learn "The World Is Mine" Project Diva dance
Catch Up On My Directing Notes
Think up Ideas for $$$ when I don't have a job
Free Stress Relief Ideas
Find Short Film Contest for my area
Healthy Eatting Plan

What should be done today:
Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana Pracitce
Clean Room
Read At least To Page 70 In Directing Book
Check Job Websites
Scheduale Time For Filming
Contact Voice Teacher About The Songs
Practice While Watch Project Diva Dance For At Least 3 Runs
Start On Title Page and Summary Page
Create The Bullet Points I Was Suppose To Create For Screen Writing Though I HATE Outlines
Create Documents For The Film/Play Ideas
Catch Up On Directing Notes
Think Up At Least 5 $$$ Ideas
Find At Least 5 Free Stress Reliefs
Plan At Least 5 Healthy Meals
Figure Out What To Cook Before Or On Halloween

Hope I make it, it's currently 12:45pm now so I can only hope. P.S If there's alot of spelling msitakes on this blog, it's because I am currently using Internet Explorer since I still haven't uploaded FireFox on my laptop.

Long time, need rest, way behind

Hey guys, if you noticed I haven't been posting in a while. It was sort of a try for a half vacation that hasn't worked much. I still had a lot to do and I still had to wake up for classes and because my mom has this annoying thing about sleeping in. And I still stayed up late to talk with my boyfriend online. And I got barely anything done and now I am a bit behind on some things. Basically now I am going to be trying to catch up, get back on track, and hopefully find a job so that I can relax with things like going out to eat more often and reward myself with it more often. Though when I do find a job, first two months is going to be me catching up with my bills and my savings for vacationing in Scotland. Though I have little complaints about this, what was it? Over a week of not trying to do everything on my lists. I just wish I got back into my groove sooner and could sleep in more. I am currently waiting to help sell concessions at my college's haunted house type thing.

To Do List For Today and This General Weekend:
Load Cafepress Designs (for today)
Japanese Vocabulary Studying
Hiragan Practice
35-50% to leveling a World of Warcraft Character (for today)
Costume Sewing
Cosplay Sewing
Violin Notes
Build A Balance Beam
Act I & Act II Points for Screenplay
Watch Crash For Paper
Start on Sociology Paper
Research APA format
Gaia Guild
Read Directing Book

I am sure I am forgetting something but I need to stop biting more then I can chew and this is already that. So hopefully I'll get most of these things at least mostly done by the end of the day. It's currently 11:10pm, so we'll have to see.

Long day, not over yet

Since I woke up late this morning, I have been running up and down, going to class, and having a late rehearsal. Yesterday went pretty well. Hopefully what little is left of today will work good. Thought it's 11:20pm thoguh I already did a lot of good work on my gaia guild.

So this is what I have left to do:
Uplaod Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Writing
Clean Out Computer
Belly Dance DVD
Violin Practice
And Work On Doll

I'M OUT OF MY MIIIIIIND!! ~The Simpsons

Today's Blog

And one from today:

Yesterday went pretty good considering most of the stuff I was doing after I got home from voice. Though I was highly disappointed in the ballet DVD since I was feeling so tired I barely did any of the stretches at all. I managed to do a good amount of work on my gaia guild and hopefully I can do the same amount of work today. I did my hiragana and violin practice and started to figure out my schedule for my next semester at my college. I got a couple of bars in on my world of warcraft character which is good because it'll lighten the load trying to get her leveled by Sunday.

And now a new day, a new set of list, here's the list:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Gaia Guild
Writing
Clean Room
Work on Art
And Separate my one act into beats and sections

I hope I do better today :)

*post post edit, apparently it read as being sent yesterday so I don't know what happened here*

My Blog Didn't Send Yesterday

So there's two blogs today, one from yesterday:

I am just going to get right into the work, nothing interesting to report from yesterday anyway. I managed to satisfy my need to work on my gaia guild with the new feature of announcements. And I managed to clean out my e-mail and level my human priest to 77.

My List For Today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Gaia Guild
Write Stuff

My Two Cents

Yesterday went alright, but not good, definitely not great. I managed to clean out my purse before my blah levels went down a lot by later going out to see Zombie Land and going out to eat.

Here's my two cents on each part. Zombie Land was a great movie focusing more on the characters then the zombie killing but the characters didn't distract that this was a horror action film about zombies and killing zombies and surviving a zombie apocalypse. It was a awesome balance between action, horror, comedy, and romance. The characters were real and mostly believable. The acting was great. And the Bill Murry cameo staring as himself was a definite highlight out of many. Climax/Crowning Moment of Awesome could have been a little more suspenseful but I did not feel robbed, cheated, or any feeling negative of the climax. The romance was neither graphic or near non-existent or out of no where. This was defiantly more of a dark comedy since the comedy seemed more apparent then any other sections. But I like comedy more. So my two cents, ANYONE able to deal with blood mouth spewing zombies, mild cannibalism, gun shots, and clean kissing should see this movie. How clean was it? I'd say that if the violence and the blood and cannibalism wasn't there, it'd defiantly have been G rated.

Eating out, we went to IHOP. Ok, what's so special about that? IHOP for it's fall time, came out with Pumpkin Pancakes. I can understand where some people might have seen Pumpkin Pancakes and have already skipped the rest of this review. But these pancakes were amazing. A lovely balance between pumpkin and it's spices. So soft, the whipped cream it was topped with made it so soft you could mash it in your mouth, but not under cooked. Granted, your millage may vary with shift and cook. Whoever had that 9-10pm shift at the Marlboro NJ IHOP was a good cook and made them very well.

Anyway, when I got home though, I did manage to get to work on writing my screenplay for my screenplay writing course. I wrote 5 pages, and now I need to thin of names for a character's co-workers and it was getting late and I didn't want to start looking at names. I also managed to break my record, twice, in my hiragana practice game where I drag each hiragana symbol with it's romanji (English letters) equivalent. I first got 1:17 when I broke it first. Then I got 1:07 when I broke it a second time, I'm starting to really get the hang of it. After that I got a few bars in of leveling my world of warcraft character but I didn't level her completely, I'll be finishing that tonight at the request of my boyfriend so we can play together.

So my list for tonight not counting that is:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Gaia Guild
Write
Belly Dance DVD
Clean Out E-mail.

It's currently 10:44pm, lets see how I do.

I Think I Need Coffee

Hey guys, if you recall yesterday, I was reporting record blah levels. The only thing I got done was hiragana practice and scanning some pics that I need to upload later. Blah levels don't seem so bad today, hopefully they don't get worse. I found that classical music helped my blah levels go down just a little bit. But I think what I really needed to do was get out of the freaking house. Unfortunately I live with parents who consider it a waste of time and money to just go out for the sake of going out. Meanwhile, I'm going star crazy and feel I need to go outside once in a while. And I don't mean like once every three weeks, I mean once every few days. I find that even if I go out for 15 minuets I come back with blah levels at minimum. Oh well, hopefully me, my sister, and some friends can go out later and see Zombie Land, I've heard good things from it and I have picky taste when it comes to the movies I watch. If there's too many flaws, I'll trash it. It doesn't have to be oh my god the best film ever, just needs to show they put a lot of effort and thought into what they produced even if it's repetitive story line. Though I do hate the repetitive storyline from something like High School Musical.

Well, blah levels aren't so bad today but I definitely need to find something strong to reduce blah levels.
My List For Today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Gaia Guild
Write Play
Write for Screenwriting Class
Write for Halloween Contest
Clean Purse
Clean Car
Level A World Of Warcraft Character

Here's hoping for a good day.

Blah levels, critical D:

Blah levels are so critical, I can't even focus on writing this blog. I am looking back and forth between her and the mind numbing tv screen. Don't even remember getting anything done yesterday, and now I need to think of a fix for these blah levels. What are blah levels, ever just sit around with your mind a blank and you don't notice the time going by? That's the dreaded blah. Well, I'll make a list of things that might do the trick, maybe just going outside will work.

My list for today:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Hiragana Practice
Gaia Guil
Write Play
Write for Screen Writing Class
Write for Halloween Contest

Blah :(

Ughhhhh

Lets see, when I got home last night I:
Had A Pounding Headache
Couldn't Focus
Felt Nauseous
Wanted to go to bed but really couldn't because I have people who'd kill me if I did because I was away all day and had an obnoxiously close deadline to meet. I MUST BE A DIRECTOR!
Yesterday was the call backs for my directing class, and before that, I had an interview and had to go to the grocery store, so I was gone yesterday. Why didn't I go today instead of yesterday? Because my mom is nuts.

Today, so far I managed to put in my cast list before my friend called about going out to eat which also turned into a mall trip. So it's currently 7pm, I'm feeling drained from that which shall not be named. And I got a long list of things I should do...
I'm going to go take a nap now... :(

Today's list:
Sewing
Hiragana Practice
Cafepress Uploads
Gaia Guild
Ballet DVD Practice
And I should be doing a lot of writing :(

Lets see how this will work :(

*crawls in corner and falls asleep*

Why can't I just go back to bed?

Hey everyone.
Yesterday's procrastination list went alright all things considered. Before I went to watch auditions I practiced my violin for a few minuets. I found out I got an 81 on my hiragana quiz which is great since last semester I kept failing. When I got home I had an ill focus and had a lolli pop then did some of the ballet dvd to get me back in focus. Then the audition list arrived and I needed to pair people off for tomorrow for my one act plays.

It went alright, hopefully I can do better. A long day today and this is the stuff I want to get done:
Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Play
Screen Writing Writing
Work on Art
Scan Old Web Comic Pics (I am working on it with someone else and I have been behind on giving her the old art)
Story Board/Costume Designs for TV Production Special Projects next semester
Clean Room
Start writing for webcomic
Halloween Contest Screen Play

Long list, long day, need caffeine , need bagels with cream cheese, how will I do?

Auditions and procrastionation list

Yesterday was the start of the student one act auditions. Now today I got to sit through them again for another couple of hours *grabs coffee*. Though it seems like the actors are taking my one act pretty well so I will be able to have someone respect the work.

Ontop of sitting through and seeing who I like in these auditions, I also have this procrastination list.

Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Write Play
Violin Practice
Ballet Practice

And, now something more.
I found out this awesome contest. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXO9eDIX9ts&feature=sub

A Halloween horror movie, so there :D

So now to enter I am going to have to put up some more due dates.
Write script by Oct 10th
Cast with friends by Oct 12th
Film By Oct Oct 19th
Edit And Upload By Oct 24th

Long long day ahead. I hope I can get through everything. Even though I only managed to clean my e-mail yesterday.

Dear lord I'm tired

Yesterday went pretty well. I uploaded at least one design to my cafepress shop, still have some piratey ones to upload. I leveled my world of warcraft character form 75 to 76. I wrote 16 pages of screenplay, excerpts will probably be posted at some point. Cleaned out my purse that seems pretty well organize I just need to buy more packets of tissues. And cleaned out the trash from my car.

Today so far, it's currently 8:42pm, I went to my screen writing class and was very annoyed that not only did I not get to stand up and read my writing so far, but after the teacher had told us last week he'd like to see us start writing our first act, he tells us, don't do it, write an outline first. I can't stand writing an outline for writing, it makes it so annoying to write it then because now I got to put in things to fit from point a to point b. If I don't write a outline, I don't have to worry from point a to point b so much because I let them lead me there and if I need to cut things or change things, that comes in something wonderful called the second draft.

I also had to sit through a couple of hours of auditions today for my basic directing class. I must have seen certain people 5 or 6 times of different plays. And after about an hour and a half of seeing the same people in different roles, you want to shoot your brain out.

So now I am tired, though I have had alot of coffee today, need to eat, and have some more things I have to do today.

I have to:
Upload Cafepress Designs
Work On My Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Write the Play
Belly Dance DVD Practice
and Clean Out E-mail

To be honest, I don't think I am going to get through them all before I really just want to fall in bed. We'll have to see. Bye all.

Bad Day Of Procrastination Yesterday

Looking back, I can't think of one reason why I did not do at least one thing from my list. I literally just played facebook apps, role played with my boyfriend, and watch youtube videos yesterday. Well, that was utterly disappointing, I just got to concentrate on today.

My List for today:
Cafepress Designs
Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Level a World of Warcraft character
Write It's So Easy To Write a Comedy Play at least 10 pages
Write for my screenplay class at least 15 pages
Clean Out Purse - I got a new one that's a lot smaller so I need to figure out how to maximize space
Clean Out Car

Hope I get something done today.

Half of yesterday

Yesterday, I wanted to get everything I need to get done done get done by 7-8pm, what ended up happening is this. I made great headway, I managed to get a lot of things done before 4:15pm where I left to pick up my sister and then it all went down hill. I didn't even have much time in between since I had to go grocery shopping for my mom. So by the time I got around to doing everything it was 2:15 pm.

Before I got to the grocery store however, I did managed to get a job application into Starbucks when I got a Pumpkin Spice Frappicino. Oh my, was that good. I love Starbucks in Fall and Winter for Pumpkin Spice and then Egg Nog flavors. After I got back, I sat at my desk for a few minuets and then started with a job search. I only found 1 possible job off Mandy.com which is a tv/film/media search site. After that I managed to practice hiragana for a few minuets, which I found this great game that's helping me learn it http://www.csus.edu/indiv/s/sheaa/projects/genki/hiragana-timer.html .

I managed to pick a song and anime for the anime music video contest for AnimeNext '10. I picked Future ExGirlfriend by Voltaire to the anime Death Note. If you've ever seen Death Note, you know the relationship Misa Amanie and Light Yagami have. If you haven't, basically, Light's an abusive using jerk, and Misa is a child-like naive boyfriend pleaser.

I couldn't however decide on a one act play for my directing class. So I decided to let the actors who come in chose for me, if they can't respect it, I can't do it. I did however pick a rehearsal schedule that hopefully wont have to be changed if I get the Starbucks job.

I promised yesterday a reward chart as suggested by the crash course in procrastination book I took out of the library a while ago. This is the loose idea of it, naturally changing for my mood for something like a Foamy The Squirrel episode ( www.illwillpress.com ) instead of a snack or vise versa:

Cafepress Upload 1-4+ = Snack Per Design Uploaded / Uploaded 5+ = 3 UR Episodes when finished
Gaia Role Play Guild Per Post = 1 daily of this webcomic http://www.darkencomic.com/d/20031216.html which is one uploaded page
Hiragana Practice Per Character = 1 daily of that comic / 1 full movie when finished
Job Search 1 snack per site / 1 cookie per place
Belly Dance DVD / Violin Practice / Ballet DVD = 1 Unforgotten Realms ( urealms.com ) episode per 10 minuets
Clean Out E-mail Per 50 E-mails = 1 daily comic / 4 Unforgotten Realms Episodes when finished
Clean Out Purse 2 Foamy Episodes
Clean Out Car 20 minuets PS2 Game
Level on World Of Warcraft Every 2 bars = snack / finished = 2 movies
Clean Room Per Piece (like shoes, clothes, bed, I find it helps to break it down) = 1 daily comic / Finished = 1 movie
Sewing Per Breaks = 1 daily comic / 1 Unforgotten Realms Episode
Doll Per 15 minuets = 1 Unforgotten Realms Episode
Art Per Picture = 1 Unforgotten Realms Episode
Clean Out Laptop / Clean Out Computer Per 10 minuets = 1 daily comic / Finished = 1 movie
Writing Per 5 pages = 1 Foamy Episode
Book Reading Per 5 pages = 1 Foamy Episode

Wow, that took a while to type. Good thing I like to take it easier on Saturdays and be able to just relax without worrying about doing much. I have to upload cafepress designs, update my gaia guild, practice hiragana, at least have another 25% experience on my main world of warcraft character, write at least 10 pages of play, and at least 15 pages of screenplay. I wonder how today will be.

Yesterday Was Alright, Today A Hassle

Ok, yesterday I did alright when I finally got home after a long day at school and enjoying a pretty good band called Seriously or something to that affect and then eating at a Park Plaza Dinner (in Matawan NJ, I say this because their good, their chocolate creme pie thingy was really really good says my sister and my friend). But by the time I got home, it was 11pm. That barely stopped me. :D I decided to not bother reading the library books due to school cutting into a lot of my time, but I'll be read school stuff and leisurely books. I couldn't search for a job due to time. I did a few minuets each of violin practice and belly dance practice to get back into the habit. Though I didn't get around to working on my doll even though it was sitting right next to me. :( But I am starting to build the foundation of reanimation my guild that I had to leave because of my new Hecate schedule. And I tired to get my laptop done, but unfortunately, re-compressing the C:// Drive was taking to long for how late it was, I'll do that next month which is a Sunday :D.

I forgot to mention the other day about last Sunday satisfying my once a month recipe making. I made 20-clove garlic chicken that came out pretty well, just a little more moist then I would have liked. Next time though, I'll just use breasts that end up weighing the same as a whole oven stuffer. The recipe came from Chef John's Foodwishes blog on this website if one wishes to see it.

Today is my boyfriends birthday and I wanted to spend the day with him, so I am going to have to finish my stuff quickly, role play with him in between stuff, and then have the rest of the night with him.

My to do list for today:
Upload 5 cafepress Designs
Post on Gaia Guild
Hiragana Practice
Job Search (By 4pm)
Ballet DVD Practice
Sew At Least most Of the Sleeves
Pick a Song and Anime
Write 10 pgs of Screenplay for class
Write at least 5 pgs Play
Schedule Directing Class Rehearsals
Decide on Directing Play
Create Reward Chart (To Be Put Up Tomorrow)

My due time is between 7pm-8pm, will I make it?

Did a good job yestersay....

If you didn't know, on Wednesdays I come home at 9:30pm or around that time from school. Yet I was good to myself yesterday about getting the two weekly things I needed done done. :) So with that lets see how I do with today's list even though I am coming home later due to some concert and a yummy bubble tea bar hosted by the school's Asia Society (woot).

Belly Dance DVD
Work On Doll
Violin Practice
Clean Out Laptop
Read Books
Job Search
Keep Up With Gaia Guild

Plan for today, homework, errands, others

I don't want to end up working on homework all throughout the weekend so I got to cram alot of things in for today.

Here's the to do list for today:

Music Video Special Project Plans
Practice Hiragana
Find Folders And Organize Papers
Write Script For Screen Writing
Write Script For NJRK
Pick Up Camera Equipment
Shoot Shots For Digital Video Production Class
Ballet Practice
Sew Sleeves
Start On Sociology Paper
Level My WOW Character

Long time, need new wind

Well, since I have started school I have been coming home later and feeling more tired, and haven't been able to blog or get much besides homework done. But I am going to be trying more to try and get through what I want to get done, if that makes any sense, I don't know, it's 11:11pm and I am tired, so until tomorrow. :)

Paint!

Been painting all day, my parents started at 11am and it's now 1:15am and there's still a bit to do. Nothing done today, annoied at my parents complaining baout my stuff that I bought with my own money when I had a job. "You need to get rid of" yeah, they didn't pay for it, what do they care?! It's not their hobby or their hopeful career, what the hell do they care?! That's all today.

New Look, New Semester, No Progress

Today, is a happy day, I think I got a scheduale that works for school even though I have like 20 hours of classes per week and I still need to find a job. But with the new semster has brought in me a new attitude, a new snese of independance, new goals to reach, and a new look for my room. Unfortuantly, almost as soon as I got home, we got right to moving things around and painting so I got virtually nothing done and still got more painting tommarrow, so lets see what happens with this new feel. :D

So very tired

First week of school has taken alot out of me, once again, no comment....I'm so very tired :(

No comment

No blog today to use unusually long day at school.

School Days

I only got around to clean out my e-mail due to coming to school the next day and not having enough sleep the previous day. I have a feeling it'll be the same the next two days. :(

Excuses Excuses

Were anyone actually following my blog would notice that it has come later then usual. As predicted, I got nothing done yesterday due to the party. Here's where it wasn't predicted: There was an after party after the part that lasted until 10pm, as the after party was drawing to a close, my friend whispered me about sleeping over. I never slept over at her house before and I returned home, grabbed my pj's and returned back her house where we watched the ending of 13 Ghosts and told each other scary stories. After a late night of girly sleep over fun, I expected it wouldn't take to long to return home and get some things done right? Wrong. Once we woke up, my friend made us breakfast as we decided to go to the lake, which meant two of us had to return home to get our swimsuits from yesterday. When we got done an hour had already passed and we stopped at wawa where two of us got icees, and two off us got iced coffee. We spent until 5pm swimming in the lake and then return to her, watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic, chatted and packed up and return home around 8pm.

Now it's almost 9pm and I have a small to do list I should hopefully get some done before I go to bed and get ready for my first day of the semester tomorrow.

Practice Hiragana
Upload Designs
Read And Take Notes On Books (I decided I'll check them out again and give me extra time)
Gaia Posts
Clean E-mail
Practice Belly Dancing

Lets see how this goes.

Another defeat

Another day of not getting anything done, I nearly finished with my hiragana practice and that was it. I ended up spending hours shopping at Hong Kong Supermarket and for a gift from my friend today. Now today's the day of the party and I doubt much will get done:

To Do:
Clean Purse
Clean Car
Level A WOW Character
Upload Designs
Hiragana Practice
Steam Wall Paper
Finalize Anthropology project (Late)
Read And Take Notes On MORE Pages Of Books

Lets see just how much can get done.

Crushing Defeat For The Day

I did not get around to anything but the post office yesterday. After the Thursday near completion I thought Friday was going to be even better, it wasn't even close. But I am not going to let this get me down too much. The Crash Course in procrastination book says that dwelling on a bad day will only make the course worse, that and the road to procrastination is bound to have some drawbacks. I just try and make the drawbacks as few as possible.

Oh well, here's today's to do list:

Finish Steaming Walls (mom and dad apparently want to repaint my room this weekend, Moroccan theme, YAY)
Anthropology Project (late)
Level My WOW Character
Practice Hiragana
Upload Cafepress Products
Read And Take Notes On 250 Pages Of Book
Gaia Guild Posts

Lets see how much gets done today.

Close But No Cigar

Compared to yesterday, if my fight with procrastination were a race, I would have came in 3rd instead of near last. Yesterday I managed to get alot done even with all the cooking I did that day. I started the day by making Irish Coffee Muffins which could have used a bit of Bailey's. After words I sat at my computer for a while before I went and cleaned the bathroom. After i had finished with the bathroom, I started to make lunch. My mom pulled up a recipe for sticky chicken which turned out to be just a barbecue sauce (which I don't like) covered chicken recipe which would not satisfy with the cooking from my new recipe book.

A while after I finally managed to eat my overcooked lunch, I worked out with my Belly Dance DVD until I was called down for dinner. My sister ended up actually cooking the chicken, I just marinaded it. I returned, sat at the computer until around 7ish when I really started moving on my procrastination list.

I read a few pages and took paragraph of notes from the "The Filmmaker's Handbook" book but not all 205 pages so I can't check that off, but it's something. I sewed strands of hair on the doll trying to make progress. But I made a tiny bald spot disappear. After that I picked up my violin and played for a minuet or two, right now it's about getting back into the habit in a few days I'll make myself sit for at least half an hour to an hour. I practice writing and memorizing hiragana and it took quite a while. Then I tried to practice my calligraphy, and found out my ink had become a sticky gooey mess, tried to thin it with water, didn't work, now I need new quill ink.

Unfortunately, that's all I did, I didn't get around to do the cafepress products, I forgot about my gaia guild, and I didn't read enough book. But that's alright, because I am still ahead and it's a new day. it's almost noon here and today I got to:
Go To The Post Office for dad
Sew Something
Workout With My Ballet DVD
Practice Hiragana
Upload Cafepress Designs
Read 215 Pages Of Book And Take Notes
Post On My Gaia Guild
Figure Out And Submit My Anthropology Project
I should start Leveling A WOW Character

Lets see how today goes. I am in high spirits.

Disapointment

I am disappointing at how much I didn't get done yesterday.

It started out alright, I finished my blog and got ready to go to the grocery store, I went it took a while, and Chinese food that I tempted my mom into getting was waiting for me. I sat at my desk around 2:30ish and started to take a break and catch up on some Dominic Deegan and chatting with my boyfriend. It was a few hours later that I decided to start on the hallway and cleaned it. It was another few hours later that I saw that it was already 8 pm and at 10pm I cleaned my room. At that time one of my friends had sent me a lot of places to look for more recipes to try and my computer started to crash from low virtual memory, meaning it was being on too long and that I was expecting too much of it at that point. While it was restarting and spybot was doing a scan, I managed to get out one piece of art before i returned to my computer and forgot everything else.

New day, new set of goals.

Today I have to clean the Bathroom I didn't clean yesterday, make up for lost time by Reading 205 Pages Of Book And Taking Notes, Practice Hiragana,load some Cafepress Designs, post on my Gaia Guild, Practice Violin, work out with my Belly Dance DVD, Work On My Doll, Practice Calligraphy, and mom's most likely going to send me out to the grocery store again.

I better get started with at least one thing. I will let you guys know how this goes.

Head plan

Alright, it is currently 11:35 am. I am skipping looking for a job today because I was caught in half sleep all night before my 7:35am alarm started going off for me to get ready. But this is all time I am going to be using to try and figure out a "battle plan" so to speak for trying to get out of my procrastination habit.

Well, here it is:



Daily:

Load 5 Designs To My Cafepress Shop - I have had this shop for a really long time and has done nothing but cost money, it's time I updated daily and changed that.

Read 190 Pages And Take Notes On My Library Books (due Spet 15) - I could always take these out again, yes, but there are other books, and other things to do, I'd rather make the due date.

Post New Replies To My Gaia Role Playing Guild - I just revitalized my guild after a long writers block hiatus, I need to keep up with it.

Hiragana Practice For 1-2hrs (until test in my community college) - The fact I didn't get hiragana off the bat in my Japanese class made me drop it. Not this time.

Update Blog (Yes I will be updating daily, it'll be good to keep a record.)

Job Search (Whenever Possible) - Still jobless, need to change that asap.



Weekly:

Belly Dance DVD (Monday and Thursday) - I've been wanting to learn to belly dance for years and I could shave a few pounds off of me.

Violin Practice (Tuesday and Thursday) - I've had my violin and wanted to self-teach myself to play since I was 13, time to at least master the basics.

Ballet DVD (Tuesday And Friday) - Something I dropped in middle school and wanted to pick up again as a fun activity.

Step Aerobics (Wednesday) - I am currently 175lbs, I could stand to lose 10-20lbs.

Clean Out Email (Monday) - Y'know how ones e-mail gets if you don't keep up with it.

Clean Out Purse (Sunday) - My purse can get really heavy and really dirty if I don't keep up with it.

Clean Out Car (Sunday, unless raining) - I have a tenancy to leave trash in there so it's good to have it on the schedule.

Level A World Of Warcraft Character (By Sunday) - My boyfriend has been complaining I don't level enough and it makes it hard for us to be able to play together. I should change that. :)

Clean Room (Wednesday) - If I don't keep up with my room, I wont have room to do anything.

Sewing (Friday) - I have a lot of fabric to use that has just been sitting around, I want to learn to sew.

Calligraphy Practice (Thursday) - Just something I wanted to pick up and practice at, if I am good enough I can scan some into my shop.

Work On Doll (Thursday) - I've had this handmade doll I was suppose to give a friend unfinished for years, time I finished it.

Work On Art (Wednesday) - I need to practice art to be any good at it.



Monthly:

Clean Out Laptop (1st of the Month) - A laptop could get overfilled with old files and adaware and spyware if you don't semi-keep up with it and be slower and less useful.

Clean Out Computer (15th of the Month) - Same thing as the laptop, if I don't keep up with it, it'll be a mess and wont work as well.

Try A New Recipe (Once A Month) - At any given point in a month I want to try a new recipe I never tried before in my cook book. Recipes will probably grow so it might always give me something new.


Due Dates and Break Downs:

Get Through Entire Belly Dance DVD (Jan 7th) - So far I can't even get past the basic moves.

Get Through Entire Ballet DVD (Jan 8th) - So far I can barely make it past the stretches.
Build A Balance Beam (Oct 10th) - Or sooner depending on when I find a job, some of the exercises require a balance beam.

Scotland Return Chart (March 21st) - I am planning as a birthday gift for myself, going back to Scotland. I was there for a semester abroad and loved it.
Pick Where To Go (Sept 21st) - I need to know where I am going and what I am doing.
Estimations (Sept 30th) - Estimations Of Travel
Start Saving For Plane Ticket (Oct 1st or sooner) - Depends on how soon I find a job how soon I can put away $200 a month to have a ticket by February. (If I start misspelling February, it's because I accidentally added the misspelling to dictionary, if anyone knows how to reverse this let me know.)
Pick Travel Dates (Jan 12th)
Book Flight (Feb 12th)
Book Travel (Feb 21st) - Need to travel form place to place.
Book Hostels (Feb 21st) - Need somewhere to rest my head.
Make Final Plans (March 21st)
Leave (Sometime first week of April)

Steam Wall Paper Off My Wall (Sept 17th) - We're redecorating my room and one of the first things that needs to be done is to remove as much wall paper as possible.
Around The Desk (Sept 6th)
Around The Sewing Desk (Sept 9th)
Up To The Shelves (Sept 13th)
Finish (Sept 17th)

Anthropology Project Submission (Sept 4th) - I need to do this or I'll be spending a lot of the School Semester trying to approve it.

Game Room Ideas (Dec 21st) - I wanted to help out with AnimeNext's Game Room to make it run a little smoother.

Finished Doll (Dec 12th 2010) - I wanted to be finished with the doll by this time to finally send it to my friend. Of course as soon as I am done, I am going to make one for myself.

AnimeNext Cosplay Costume (March 28th) - I want to enter a cosplay contest next year for AnimeNext.
Sleeves (By Sept 25th)
Chest Piece (By Oct 16th)
Plated Skirt Piece (By Oct 30th)
Shirt Piece Together (By Nov 13th) - It's long just in case I didn't make it fit.
Get More Boot Fabric (By Nov 25th)
Boot Sock Base (By Dec 10th)
Boot Sock Cover (By Dec 24th)
Boot Sock Check (By Jan 8th) - Just in case it doesn't fit.
Pants (By Jan 22nd)
Vest (By Feb 12th)
Fiberglass (By Feb 26th)

AnimeNext '10 Anime Music Video Entry (March 28th) - I've been meaning to enter for a while, never did.
Pick A Song and Anime (Oct 3rd)
Rip Video (Nov 15th)
First Draft (Jan 2nd)
Second Draft (Feb 12th)
Final Draft (March 23rd)

It's So Easy To Write A Comedy Script (Dec 15th) - I had the idea two years ago, I want to write it to be a play for the New Jersey Renaissance Kingdom
5 Pages (Sept 7th) - I missed last deadline this is the new deadline.
10 Pages (Sept 15th)
15 Pages (Oct 16th)
20 Pages/Final Draft (Dec 15th)

I do believe that is it, I'll blog later if I discover something I missed. Keeping track today I have to: Clean My Room, Work On Art, Practice Hiragana, Add New Cafepress Products, Read And Take Note On Books, Look For A Job When Possible, Update My Gaia Guild Posts, and Do Step Aerobics. On top of that mom wants me to: Clean The Hallways, Clean The Bathroom, and Go Grocery Shopping. Lets see how I do.

Until next time.

First Entry

Hello all.

My name is Ahmetia Campbell and I am a procrastinator. I am a 20-year old community college student in New Jersey who dreams of becoming a film maker, but there is a goal that needs to be meet first. Did I say a goal? I meant alot of goals to meet first. Mainly goals of things that have remained half finished and things I have been meaning to do for years to try and "PowerHouse My Way Through Procrastination".

I was considering writing a blog for a couple of weeks now and then as a last minuet decision I went to see Julie&Julia with my best friend. After leaving I mentioned the idea of having my own blog and my friend suggested a blog on procrastination. I was immediately inspired.

Before you think this is a big chance to overcoming, let me tell you what I have put off that I scheduled myself to do today:

5 new caf├ępress designs
Violin Practice
Clean Out My Laptop
Ballet Practice

I did however finished my recent goal of putting together my own cookbook. (I hadn't thought at all of the day to go see Julie&Julia infact I was originally going to see Ponyo, the new Miazaki film.) But this poses a problem as these are mostly new recipes I need to try, and I plan on trying them.

I wanted to get this blog created while it was fresh in my mind at 1am.

Will I continue and overcome my procrastination habit? Or will this just be another unfinished project until I can no longer see the hand infront of my face.

I will soon find out.